Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
I fucking LOVE this.
A hopeless request from Mr. BLSub:
I crave to be subjugated to you, to be underneath you, less than you, and I long to be your cuckold boyfriend if you would only wish it. I can't stop myself from wanting only you. You're all I think about. I promise to give you everything you desire. I've sent flowers, gifts and money, and all I could ask for in return is the opportunity to give more of myself to you. I would love to be close to you, to be allowed to cuddle with you, to please you, I especially would love to be allowed to pamper you, buy you nice things, rub your feet, suck your toes, but if you decide that I’m to never be allowed to have sex with you, that I’m too submissive and pathetic to ever be worthy of such a thing, and that you would only let a dominant man have sex with you, I would accept my place. If you were to decide that I’m not really even a man, and to keep me locked in a chastity device, not allowed use of my penis at all, prevented from even being able to get an erection or to be able to touch my penis at all, I would accept, and give you the only key. And you could laugh at me, at how pathetic I am, at how I would never be able to satisfy a woman, with my limp little dick locked up in chastity while you give yourself to other men… In truth, I even went and bought a chastity device recently… You could make me help prepare you for a dates with men, or to go out and meet men, tease me and drive me crazy with lust and frustration, reminding me how I’m too pathetic to be allowed to have sex with you, and that I don’t deserve any release, or to be allowed to touch my penis at all. You could make me go with you, and flirt with guys right in front of me, telling them that I’m your bitch, and humiliating me in public. I would be submissive to you in all things, you could talk down to me, humiliate me in front of others, ridicule me, put me down, ruin me, take away my manhood, and tell me to do things, I would always obey you… You could have me serve you too, like a slave even, and in your daily life, cleaning after you, doing all your housework, serving you intimately, doing as I’m told. I just long to be your bitch really… and you deny me. And it only makes me want you more. You say you're only here to use me, that intimacy with me repulses you. I guess I'll have to accept that, until the day you find it in your heart to take pity on me, and grant me the charity of your love.
I crave to be subjugated to you, to be underneath you, less than you, and I long to be your cuckold boyfriend if you would only wish it. I can't stop myself from wanting only you. You're all I think about. I promise to give you everything you desire. I've sent flowers, gifts and money, and all I could ask for in return is the opportunity to give more of myself to you. I would love to be close to you, to be allowed to cuddle with you, to please you, I especially would love to be allowed to pamper you, buy you nice things, rub your feet, suck your toes, but if you decide that I’m to never be allowed to have sex with you, that I’m too submissive and pathetic to ever be worthy of such a thing, and that you would only let a dominant man have sex with you, I would accept my place. If you were to decide that I’m not really even a man, and to keep me locked in a chastity device, not allowed use of my penis at all, prevented from even being able to get an erection or to be able to touch my penis at all, I would accept, and give you the only key. And you could laugh at me, at how pathetic I am, at how I would never be able to satisfy a woman, with my limp little dick locked up in chastity while you give yourself to other men… In truth, I even went and bought a chastity device recently… You could make me help prepare you for a dates with men, or to go out and meet men, tease me and drive me crazy with lust and frustration, reminding me how I’m too pathetic to be allowed to have sex with you, and that I don’t deserve any release, or to be allowed to touch my penis at all. You could make me go with you, and flirt with guys right in front of me, telling them that I’m your bitch, and humiliating me in public. I would be submissive to you in all things, you could talk down to me, humiliate me in front of others, ridicule me, put me down, ruin me, take away my manhood, and tell me to do things, I would always obey you… You could have me serve you too, like a slave even, and in your daily life, cleaning after you, doing all your housework, serving you intimately, doing as I’m told. I just long to be your bitch really… and you deny me. And it only makes me want you more. You say you're only here to use me, that intimacy with me repulses you. I guess I'll have to accept that, until the day you find it in your heart to take pity on me, and grant me the charity of your love.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Yahoo Messenger FAIL.
I had a caller who was really fun for a few months... and then decided to become obsessive and made me want to punch myself in the face. This is saying a lot, because I might, in fact, be one of the most obsessive people on the planet... and this guy is definitely worse than me. After the first few months of calls, he started calling abt. every 15 minutes of my shifts... for up to three minutes each call, just to find out what I was doing with other men and/or what sick shit other men were doing for me. This was insanely frustrating, as he would intercept appointment calls and really anyone intent on talking for longer than three fucking minutes. SOOOooooo I blocked him. He annoyed me. Problem solved.
And then the epic NF fuck up.
All blocked lists are deleted.
"Who's calling" feature is no longer functional (and STILL hasn't been restored).
This crazy fucker starts calling, AGAIN.
I honestly couldn't think of any excuse other than the truth for having blocked him. And he STILL wouldn't stop! I explained to him very blatantly that he was a pathetic rotten little fuck, and that he was simply unworthy of my time. It was made very clear to him that as soon as NF would let me, I was going to block him AGAIN.
And the calls persisted until the very day I was able to do so.
NOW I receive messages on yahoo from him whenever I'm available. He (obviously) isn't in my contacts (I really don't even know how he can see when I'm online), and I have utilized the "ignore" feature to no avail.
If any of you Flirts (or even callers : ) are smarter than I am and know how to block him from contacting me on Messenger EVER, help me PLEASE?
And then the epic NF fuck up.
All blocked lists are deleted.
"Who's calling" feature is no longer functional (and STILL hasn't been restored).
This crazy fucker starts calling, AGAIN.
I honestly couldn't think of any excuse other than the truth for having blocked him. And he STILL wouldn't stop! I explained to him very blatantly that he was a pathetic rotten little fuck, and that he was simply unworthy of my time. It was made very clear to him that as soon as NF would let me, I was going to block him AGAIN.
And the calls persisted until the very day I was able to do so.
NOW I receive messages on yahoo from him whenever I'm available. He (obviously) isn't in my contacts (I really don't even know how he can see when I'm online), and I have utilized the "ignore" feature to no avail.
If any of you Flirts (or even callers : ) are smarter than I am and know how to block him from contacting me on Messenger EVER, help me PLEASE?
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